Forenoons and Afternoons For Sale

"If I should sell both my forenoons and afternoons to society, as most appear to do, I am sure, that, for me, there would be nothing left worth living for. "
" They have sent for me, and engaged to pay for me, and I am determined that they shall have me, though I bore them beyond all precedent. "
-Henry David Thoreau Life Without Principle


It's been a long time since I've logged into Final Fantasy. I have to say that I do miss it a great deal. But things have been rough in the real life front since I last played. It's actually pretty good news. In the time when companies are laying off people left and right, I have found myself with not one...but two jobs. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a masochist, I'm not out to punish myself. But what I've learned the hard way is that I need to look to my future, and do the things that I have to do to keep employed. And when it comes to my technology career, I HAVE to keep myself in the field, keeping my hands dirty with the latest and greatest of technologies. So I'm learning and doing new and great things. So my week turns out to be over 50 hours of working at my computer. It doesn't leave me much time to do much other things, so in the end... I usually choose not to login to any game.

But it is kinda funny how it goes with me. I go in cycles. Some days I can't live without one game or movie or what have you. And then all of a sudden, I can't stand it. And I move on to something else. This is how it goes with drawing, writing, reading... just about everything. And my schedule isn't going to stay this way. I will eventually pear down back to one job, and then I will have more time for other things.

I really wish I could share some of the things I have been doing. Some of it is really fun, especially creating Flash movies and really exciting web sites.

I still own my content id's. We'll have to see what happens from here on out. Good luck to all my friends. I hope everyone is well.