Emotional Roller Coaster Ride

I really think I owe the popular media a punch in the eye for how they fashioned "bipolar" stuff. "Everyone gets that way"... all I can say is, I've only been myself and can't say for anyone else. All I can say is... its a real emotional rollercoaster ride. Things go normally.. and before I know it.. I'm sobbing. Not really something I can control. There are other sides..the manic moods.. but they dont leave as much a mark socially.. I just appear as "hyper" or just plain "grumpy" or something. All I can say is.. it doesn't seem normal to me.

I just think about this in relation to changes in the game. Many of my friends are getting tired of the game, or are having severe problems in real life. Why does it hurt when I see someone leave the shell I'm in? What can I do to help another in need? How can I make the game more fun for my friends who are really having a hard time? And of course.. the flip side are all these children who seem to enjoy ruining the game for others. Some people who must discuss drug plans, vulgar topics or just proving their lack of intelligence. It all gathers together to make me walk away sad.

But its my friends who help make it worth while. A chance to duo with a friend and do a few things for fun. An ls to chat with, and actually enjoys my jokes. People to share my accomplishments with, and times when I do something stupid... like pull 8 lizards and proceed to flash two Witch Hazels... I will make it work.

I will make it work.